Thursday, May 24

Parents

I never ever seem to blog about my parents and how thankful I am for them. I am disappointed in myself because they're the ones who guide me and love me. My parents are so loving towards me and my brothers and we do not realize it sometimes. Not even sometimes, most of the times. I'm sorry. I love my parents so much. My dad and mom both support me with what I do, and they accept it. My dad for example encourages and urges me to go to shows. He wants to see me live life to the fullest and to be happy with doing so. He also pushed me at school. Although it is repetitive, it's a simple reminder of what I should be doing. Here I am, fucking around. I should be trying even harder. And my mom, she just wants whats best for me. What I want is to become closer with her. I want to share with her. She's my mom, she's my role model. I can't believe it takes a big surprise from her for me to realize all of this about my parents. I just came home not too long ago, and there's a little box on my nightstand with a little note on top of it. The note says "HAPPY <(:3 DAUGHTER'S DAY MY DARLING!!" I open the box, and it's a copper colored Michael Kors watch. It is beautiful. My mom is beautiful. I'm going to repay her, both my parents. I'm going to work hard. I am. Watch me. &♥;AD.