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Wel first of all, let me greet you to a Happy First of The MONTH! welcome, December, the last & only December of 2010. DIlemma? I think so. What else does my life consist of? Break down of my life is Family, School, Friends, and Sleep. Dilemma being, friends. Friends being BOYS. Majority of my friends are boys. And I am pretty sure it's not going to change at all. ONLY girlfriend is my best friend M. Malanaaaa ! WELL back to my dilemma, my problem, is a certain boy. I found my "dream" boy, as you can say. Well, I found a guy, in the group of friends that I think is REALLY cute, interesting, adorable, and whole lot more. Same interest and what not. A spark we have, I do not know, but I sure HOPE so. The dilemma is within myself. Me, I am 18, the group of friend boys, 21 + with the exception of like 2 ! -___- but still, they look older then me. AGE difference is what got me thinking, Is 3 or 4 years really a big deal? Yeah, it is kinda. But say, if I was 21, & you're still older then me, IT'S NOT SO BAD ANYMORE ! but why can't people make the exception of it starting at 18? Well people probably do, it's just the fact that it seems like I'm way younger. UGHH ! I HOPE THIS DOESN'T GET TO ME ! well, it already is, but i hope it doesn't get any worst then it is now ! I HOPE HE HAS A THANGGGG FOR ME. i HOPE ! gahh, & i hate the fact how I get all warm whenever he's near me or whatever. I can really feel it in my ears, and i think my ears turn red because im so smitten by him. eeeek ! Let's just hope all is WELL !

&♥;AD.