Tuesday, November 16

new friends

well, ever since ever I've been hanging & what not, but it sometimes SUCKS. Only time I can hang out with the homies is when they're not going to a bar or clubbing. They're all 21-22 range. It SUCKS. today Andre was like, "hey aileen, wanna go... oh wait, you're not old enough." me: -_________________________________________- ! it sucks ! ): I need friends my age. I need girl friends especially. It sucks not having the luxury of having a girlfriend to vent too. Yes, I have Michelle, but like, she lives all the way in effing LA & like idk. Upland is FUCKING LAME ! I want to MOVE OUT ! or move closer somewhere. gahhh. My escape isn't Upland, my escape is always 30 minutes away WITH traffic, which I ALWAYS usually hit.

&♥;AD.