Another day

My heart feels so heavy. It feels as if I'm not getting over this any time soon. Something inside me wont stop dropping & it stays heavy in my stomach. Tears come randomly. Hiding the tears from friends its the worst. Someone to talk to is what I want to do, but it is you who I only have my mind on. I want to talk to you. Days grow longer and longer each day. Laziness is coming upon me. Dreading to know whats next is fixed on my mind. Why is this so hard for me. We're not even broken up but yet it says single. That's what makes me cry. I already know the answer. My mom won't stop asking me about you, so then I just lie. Here I am crying, crying my eyes out. Everything is so hard, so so hard. I think about you too much when you're not here. Dear God help me.

&♥;AD.