worst.

hi, i'm aileen. & today. at 12:10 am. Me and Alex broke up. I didn't want it at all. i was all talk. But I deserve this heart break. I deserve it. I know I treated him like shit. I know i was the worst girlfriend to him. Im sorry you had to deal with my bullshit for the past 10 months. Well its over now. We're finally over. For good. Now I have a better excuse to leave to the Philippines now. Im getting rid of us. Im getting rid of these canvasses, these pictures, & seeing you. If you ever read this, tell your family thank you. i can't even think right now because i'm crying. I can't sleep or else my eyes will be all poofy tomorrow. im sorry. good night

&♥;aileendelgado.

back..

this is as bad as losing Tiger. I swear, i can't stop crying. I can't believe i was such a dick. Im so sorry. I want to take it all back now. Call me stupid. Because I am stupid. my throat hurts. my eyes are swollen, my nose is burning. Right now i was you to wipe my tears, put vicks on my back and nose. I want you to tuck me in, again.

& now. My 18th birthday is next week. & idk. My graduation is on the 23. & i have a extra ticket now. fuck. fuck. i can't do this anymore.