Wednesday, October 1

gay

the first day of ocrober. i though today was going to be good for some reason but it just wasn't. i heard things at school like i didnt want to hear. its funny how you encourage a person to like go to homeocoming and stuff. but like hearing. oh save a spot for so and so. and not me? then like why do you want me to go. obviously this is another reason i dont want to go. whatever. i need to spend these weeks with yong anyway.
fucking dick, yong, you gay. ugh. what am i going to do now? sergio is fucking devasted and so am i. i was on the web cam with you, and you said the words "im moving." i already have enough people who left physically and mentally. it just sucks. yong, you saw me on the web cam. i cried for like 10 mintues, so gay.
i dont even want to do my homework, i just want to talk to you. i dont want you to fucking move to fucking l.a. thats soo far. its going to be soo difficult for us to hang out. and sergio, yikes. you're sergios cock, he can't live without it.. haha it just sucks so much. like i've only known you since summer vacation but you became one of my best friends. you're number 3 on my top haha, and i dont change my top that easily. yong, im going to miss you so fucking much if you do move. just hopefully you dont move. because its going to be soo empty without you. you make me kaugh so much. when im like down and stuff. i know you're still going to be like visiting and stuff, but its going to be so hard, cuhz im barely going to see you. we need our license, especially sergio. -__- he better get it, so then we can go visit you all the fucking time. yong kong, ping pong. haha made up those nick names. then douche bag upland kids started copying me. dude ching chong is gunna miss you ping pong.
ahh
FAGGOT! i dont know right now. i have 3 weeks to write more shit !
gah
dont move please. ):