Saturday, October 18

and i wonder

if you what it means? to find your dreams come true.
beacuse so far none of my dreams are coming true.
im just having a dream of what i want. but
im having what i cant have.
like a hypocrite I played it, a hypocrite I stated.

when the fighters are all around. all the lovers are underground. no one will save you anymore. so what's happening, what you rapping about? little boy. is it cars? is it girls? is it money? the world? or is it something they can never believe?or is it something you can never achieve? is it beyond your means? is it inside your dreams? can it never come out cause it's scared to. unprepared to. too worried about the words of the people it's weird to. you don't want them to hear youYou just wish there was a door that would appear that you can go disappear through. well i'm feeling your painI was feeling the same. but i said i'd never feel that again


everything relates to dreams. fuck.

everyone else is winning. and im stuck behind.