thinking to hard

i wonder if im just wasting my time with things.
i wonder if people are just wasting their time with me.
i wonder is im thinking to hard.

i know i have so many questions to ask but no one has the answer for me.
i know im not the only one who thinks of this.
i know that im thinking to hard.

i think i am wasting my time on things. waiting to long? maybe
i dunno. i want to get my priorites straight
i think im distracted.
i think you're my biggest distraction right now.


i feel dumb. i feel stupid. i feel i need to take a break.
i miss summer when i was free. i miss when i just took the time out to look at the stars at night.
i miss it.
i know i can still do it now but it seems to be missing something.
i wish i knew what it was. but it's just not the same.
its different.