So it's been almost 2 months being with Jeff, and so far it's been really really good. I honestly don't know what he considers to be our anniversary, if it's on the 1st or the 14th, 14th being the day i actually saying yes to him. I know he asked me out really quick, it being only 2 weeks for talking, & then BAM, will you be my girlfriend. Saying yes to him wasn't a mistake at all and I'm happy I said yes. But the worst thing of the relationship is me being younger? Yeah, it's me being 4 years younger. It's me not being able to go out with him to the bars or going out to have a drink with him and our friends. I'm too young. It sucks. I feel left out & I really can't do anything about it. All I can really do is wait. Wait, until I turn 21 or wait until or I can find someone who looks like me who is 21 or whtever or get a fake ID. I dont even need to drink when I go out with them, I can just chill and hang out, and that's really all I want to do. That's all. But besides that, I've never been happier.
I love cuddling with him. I love sleeping with him. I love waking up to him & his warm body. I love when he takes my hand and kisses it. I love when he kisses my neck. I love how his beard is the only thing that can tickle me. I love his laugh. I love how retarded we look when we dance. I love when we make food at his house. I love how he always asks me to pack a bowl LOL, idk why, I just do. I love his simplicity. What made me even more smitten was how he collects all his ticket stubs, and how he writes my name on all the one's we've been out together. He probably did it for his ex too but who gives a fuck, it's the present and he's my boyfriend. Right now with him, has been so good & I'm thankful for it. I really am thankful for it.
oh how I can be so ugly around him, & he don't care. ♥
&♥;AD.
