lame

i dont know why. like did you really need to delete me off facebook? or am i over reacting? i dont fucking know anymore. you either want to break my heart even more or im really nothing to you. it really sucks. i really does suck. because i hate how i can't even fucking talk to you. i hate how everything is awkward between us. i just hate how everythings been going. like some stuff has been great and some has been really bad. i want to switch out of the classes i have with you now. I really thought that us trying to be friends was going to work but it really isnt. This attempt to start new isn't working. I really am hating you now. it sucks because i really liked you a lot. and here i am crying again. i should have been done with crying weeks ago. but fucking no. here i still am. and i fucking hate how i'm still considerate of you. i hate how i still want to buy you things like you're still my boyfriend. but you're not even my friend. like, i really dont know what to do. i can't think straight anymore. like i'm dying inside. its weird. its going to take forever for me to get over you. & i really hate it.

&♥;AD.