END.

So my adventure with Alex came to an end. I guess a relationship with him wasn't something that was meant to be kept going. I love'd every single moment I had with him, & I am so happy and thankful that we kept our promises from when we first started talking. My heart is totally broken but time will heal everything. My biggest hope is us getting back together but as of now I think a break up is good. We can learn to be friends. Hopefully best friends. I love him so much & I'm honestly not ready to let go. We both aren't ready but what we've been going through, its probably for the best. It sucks how I'm willing to wait for a solid answer but it's bad because if I wait & I don't get the answer I wanted, I would be even more broken than I am now. It's hard. I hate how I want to constantly talk to you, but I can't. I need to get used to that... Oh gee. Well Alex, you were such a great boyfriend. I hate how I'm crying now lol. I really did love you. I really did. My first love. You were so kind & patient with me, but i fucked everything up. I wish I was a different. I wish we could've lasted forever. Tacky, but true. I really did. You'll find someone new & great. You've made one of the biggest impacts in my life & everything you gave to me was genuine. I wish I could've been more like that. Thank you Alex, & I will always love you. june 19.2009 - july 20.2010



&♥;AD.