Hard

Well, my stomach is back to it again. Being heavy and making me not eat. My stomach keeps me full. I'm still waiting for him. I need to wait for him. I can't stop thinking about him & what he's doing. I get jealous when I see couples. I'm lost. I hate how all I can think about is you, and only you. I hate trying to imagine what you're really thinking or what's really going to between us. This "break" is killing me. No one's advice is useful because all I'm thinking about is what the outcome is going to be. My mind stays on the negatives but please let you being my boyfriend be the positive. ALl I have to do is be patient. All I have to do is wait. But since I'm in love with you, I will wait.

&♥;AD.