18

today is my birthday. I'm finally an adult, an immature adult. I still rely on my parents a lot. Yes, its bad. Now it's time for me to try to be more independent. I know being 18 is just a number but I think its a start of a new beginning for me. I need to have a change within myself. A more mature change. I'm putting my past behind me and starting new. This time, I'm not taking things for granted. I'm going to just try harder overall, & I'm going to do this all for me. I need this for me. I want this for me. I fucked up too many times in this world & I'm really going to try to stop that. Now being 18, I have no excuses for being stupid, because in this world it's being something totally different. More reliance on ourselves and others. I just want this to be newer start for me.

&♥;AD.