hard.

today, Alex met up with me to help me with my project. It was the hardest thing to see him. I wanted to give him a hug and a kiss. i did neither. i tried my best to act cool. I didn't even give him a hug goodbye. When we both departed, my tears finally unleashed. i feel sick. i want to throw up my heart. i can't stand my broken heart.

Dear God,
please help me win him back. please.

&♥;AD.