im getting sick again. Not a sickness that i can spread around to others. A sickness that happens to me every couple months. My eating disorder ! ): I had to get tested 2 months ago for anemia. Which is a iron deficiency. My parents stopped giving me money to go buy my own food. So i basically stopped eating. I dont eat breakfast because all they prepare is meat. I dont eat lunch because they dont give me lunch money. I dont eat dinner, because they never prepare me anything. I hate it. I always eat nature valley bars, which make me want to throw up because i eat to much of it. Im not going to be surpised if I do throw up throughout this phase. It usually happens. I throw up nothing, its water or something. I dont know. It doesnt taste like anything. Its weird. Gah dam. I dont know. I want to eat healthy again. I want to eat meat again. But the only thing that is stopping me is, my body, and how I dont want to break, of how long ive been pescatarian for. August 28 will be 3 years.
♥;aileendelgado.