So it really wasnt the greatest spring break. All i did was rock climb every single days except for Sundays. Monday and Friday were like my really fun days. Beach Monday, and meet new cool cats on Friday. Chino Hill boys, or the Fly boys. haha. I met Phil, Jerel, and Joe. I already met Alex but he was there too. Kicked it with Jen that day. Drove to Chino hills and kicked it with them boys. They're really fun guys. Like i havent hung out with guys like them for a very long time. very chill and fun. haha. Well, i picked up Alex and Phil. and we went to the Shoppes. its boring there. blah. Then we went to Jerel's house. Watched a Walk to Remember, played LEFT 4 DEAD! guitar hero world tour, and Jerel, I, and Phil played us some NINJA! so fun. Then we left, Phil Alex and Jen and I. we went to Phil's house and i ate his Kimchi and octopus food. hahaha I really do love koreans. Its not even funny. these 2 boys are real cute. hah. blah. dropped them 2 home and then i dropped off jen. that was MAH friday.
Saturday i had work at hangar.GAY
Sunday, today, Angelo and I made a new video. We havent really hung out like this in a long while. Me and him were really realy close friends. But it faded away. And now we're just whatever. I dont think it will ever be the same as it did before. Then Jen Nguyen came over. Me and her tanned hahahah for a good hour and half. we got darker. Then we took a shower together, and then we ate, and then we made stupid videos and danced! I miss hanging out with her. I think the main reason why we stopped hanging out was because school started and Sergio, my exboyfriend, got in betweem us. Im really happy we're chillin again. We both have matured from before. I miss that girl. I tell her everything, and she knows me better than mosts.
Monday, i have no school, and i have work. -___- and i have to study for my tests and do stupid report.
Im the biggest procrstinator >:[
SO to wrap up this whole spring break thing up. I built up a crush. haha, He's cute. He knows i think he's cute. Hes Snorlax and Tubby. Very cute, fun, & mean guy >:O/(: idk. Text him here and there. But one thing i dont want to do right now, is like throw myself to him. I dont want to fall in like with someone who wont like me back or still has feelings for someone else >.> No joke, girls are straight up bitches. I dont blame him if he doesnt want to talk to me or shtuff because of what he went through. But some girls are different. cough*me*cough. haha(: im not a shady fuck. I really understand if he doesnt want to get hurt, again. I guess i will see where this "thing" will take us. blahhhhhhhhhhhhh (:
ONE MORE THING. its 1:19 am. ima just write random. looking at the sky right now. I love star gazing. i love it. I haven't dont it in a while. But tonight i am. I can only see one big bright star. i like it. I remmeber when i went star gazing on the phone with Sergio. It was the first time ive ever seen a shooting star. And my wish really did come true. It sucks how we ended though. really does. college my ass got in they way. I hate how he made up excuses. I hate how he lied to me. I hate how i was so sincere in the relationship. but what i loved was how he did simple things to make me smile. He came over real late, and saw a meteor shower with me, and had to walk home cuhz that douche couldnt drive. i liked how when we were mad at each other at knotts scary farm,and how i asked him to go with me in the maze, i liked how he just grabbed my hand and held it and walked with me. what the fuck. i hate how im talking about him right now. i hate how stars remind me of him. -__- i really do. because thats what we always talked about. and when we went to boaders on monday's. thats what we looked at. Books about stars and outspace. It sucks how something like stars can remind you so much about someone you really liked. After dating him, all i wanted was to date and chill with people who were at least 1 year older than i am. Usually more mature and i liekd that kind of crowd. My friends now are all older than i am. Well the friends i chill with. Them Rock climbing homies. Fes, Steve, Kyle, Eric, Darin. Those guys, all 19 and older. blah. im young. Im just mumbling of what pops in my head. lol, so what i really want to do or what i really want someone to do with me. Preferably a boy. I want him to drive me somewhere, and star gaze with me. Somewhere very natural and with nature all around. I love the outside feeling. I want a boy who will take me to Griffith Observatory ! or to the zoo. lol, now am talking bout mah dream boy. gah dam im lame. someone who will go ice skating with me. someone who will take walks with me at night or somewhere nice! go in photobooths with me. Not like cue though. some one who wont care of how much i eat. Im so lame. really. haha, well im tired and i have to wake up for my jog. IM GETTING FATT. like snorlax! haha good night.
♥;aileendelgado.
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