glen fucking dale

soo,, went there
kicked it with quino
then like,,
met upp with kevin, tim, josh, and nikko?
thenn met up with axton & ken.
then quino left.
fuck i felt so bad.
like,, i guess it was kinda akward with qunio there?
i dunno
but yeah.
witht eh other boys
i got in trouble at fucking boarders -_________-
they thought i was trying to steal? wtf is that hahahah
but yeah
the rest of the day was ok
ken is fucking cute -___-
wahhhtevers.
then those faggots left.
for taco monday ! hahah
i was at americana by myself
and had some creeeper
stalkin me
for like 20 minutes
i lagged it in urban
then he was finally gone
GAH!
today was good though. i dunno.

but noww,
im hella confused.
i read stuff,
and im kinda nervous? cuhz
im really not ready
and im really not down for a relationship.
and like soemthing about this guy desnt click with me
it just doesnt seem right.
like i want to like him
cuhz hes sweet, super tall, straigh edge ish, like a perfect boy.
super cute too !
but like, i dont feel a click between us
i want to soo bad.
but i dont.
i dont know what to do.
im confused.
& i cant force myself to like a guy.
it comes naturally.
but this one isnt coming. =\
help?