you took care of me soemtimes,
i baby sat your kids, christian & aj, a lot.
we used to be semi neighbors, then you moved to glendale
and we moved to upland
your family and ours were so close. so close. my dad
and your husband were best friends. my mom and you
were best friends. how can something so tragic
happen so fast. TITA ANN i miss you. i really miss you.
when my dad told me this morning that you passed away
all i could do is go to my room and cry. i didnt know what to do.
i thought my dog died, but you did. you were another mother to me.
you knew what kind of ice cream i liked. and whenever i came over you
always offered me or told me help myself. we were pretty close.
i love and miss you alot.
this doesnt seem real at all to me. but it is. and i hate it
here i am now, crying, all im having are flash backs. we had a lot of jokes.
i see christian right now. always coming up to you saying "mommy", then he would go to you, and you would give him whatever he wanted, or you would comfort him. the same with aj.
tita ann, you were so kind and patient. you were so helpful & always told us what we should do. you always knew when i was messing around.
i can't get over the fact that your gone now.
i can't get over the fact that this is real.
i hate it, i hate how i hid myself today.
all i wanted to do was cry in every class.
i dont know. its just really hard.
i love and miss you. i know you can't read this. but maybe you are reading this.
just help guide your family now from where you are.
i know your in Heaven.
you probably dont want me or any of us to be crying right now.
its just so sudden. then one you love is gone.
i really really really miss you.
thank you for everything.
i love you tita ann
rest in peace
-11.11.08
