i wish

10/6. i wish i never came back to st. lucy's
its getting worst and worst every day.
i want to sit in the library by myself and eat at lunch
but they wont let me.
i really wish i went to upland now.

this happens every year.
i dont have any "real" friends.
its bullshit now.
fuck, what am i going to do when yong moves -__-
i hate my fucking life.