gayy

why is this so fucking hard?

i cant do this, am going crazy

i sound so dramatic

but its hard not to be.

mmmm.

#1:
We're standing on the edge of something Do we stay or do we run It's obvious that everything's changed My head can't seem to figure out Why my heart is full of doubt Maybe we're just tired of the game Guess you never know what's gonna happen So you do the best you can Following your soul might bring you back Or it may have another plan Please don't let it fly away, high away Gotta keep it together Feel for the flow Don't fly away, high away Please don't No don't, don't let it fly away We've never felt this place before Wondering if anymore We can find in us what it takes It's not about who's to blame I pray that they're just growing pains Laughing while they're testing our faith 'Cause you never know what's gonna happen So you do the best you can Following our souls might bring us back Unless it has another plan Please don't let it fly away, high away Gotta keep it together Feel for the flow Don't fly away, high away Please don't No don't, don't let it fly away It's yes, it's no We stay, we go Feels like we're questioning everything, yeah We run, we fall, but through it all (through it all) We never thought we would break We never thought we would break Please don't let it fly away, high away Gotta keep it together Feel for the flow Don't fly away, high away Please don't No don't, don't let it fly away Please don't let it fly away, high away Gotta keep it together Feel for the flow Don't fly away, high away Please don't No don't, don't let it fly away

#2:
Everything that I've dreamed right in front of me.
If I win I'm going to loose.
How can I learn to live with wondering,
What if I would have tried,
I could shine even flyI don't want to realize after its too late and see it all pass me by,
If I could, if I don't, will I ever really know,
what the future could hold, before it slips away.
Could be the chance of a lifetime.





everything right now isnt going to be ok.
i am going to cry myself to sleep. i am going to wake up crying.
i am regretting this.
because it seems like really lost something good, because i did lose something good.
even though you said that you weren't good enough. i can do better,
i cant do better, because all i watned was you and what you offered. you offered enough to me already. i didnt want anything fancy from you, i didnt want you to buy my anything great.
all i wanted was you. all i wanted was for you to just give me what you had.
and you did, and it was perfect. i know you have pride and everything, and i know how you are. but every guy has pride. but please dont let your pride get to you.
if you really did like me, you wouldnt let that get in the way.